Sunday, January 6, 2002

journal 1f

I'm happy now with who I am becoming. This is the first time in a long time. It's been five years since we moved and I am just starting to feel peave. God has had so much patience with me. I seem to watch my life in two perspectives all the time. I see from where I am and as an outsider looking in. I knew I was fighting God when I grew bitter but I didn't know what to do. THe answer was simple, surrender fully and thankfully. I wanted to many times but could not. At times I begged God to take a burden that I couldn't let go of but he wouldn't. I had to give it to him willingly and thankfully. This is the only way to have peave. Praise be to God forever more. I rejoyce in the name of the Lord almighty.
Amen
I surrender. All is the Lords
Gratis

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