Oh, Lord, I can't describe this yearning inside of me. It hit so hard and I don't know what to do. I finally came to terms with myself. Is this the next step? To look for someone to marry? It seems strange since I am only 17 but I suppose many women have been married by 17. I feel like I am or really want to be in love, I want a partner truly, but I can't find him here. I can see that where-ever life takes me in the next few years, that is where I will marry. I pray for patience since I have no prosepects and the Lord may have other plans for my life. Who would be my brides-maid? But maybe I need to find great friends before I find a mate. See how I interact with people and how I react to people. These thoughts of love and marrage are so new I don't know what to do yet. Please Lord give meguidence and patience to help me through the next few years. You are my first Love always. My marriage will be set on your love. Hlep me get to know you better and lead me down the straight path. Please have patience with me and as you teach, I learn to follow. I love you, please help me.
Amen
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