I'm a little scared, Lord. It is such a big world you made and I don't know where to turn. I must admit that I am quite upset with you. I know you are God on high but why make women secondary? Why must we yield to men and you when they only yield to you?! Why? Oh, Why? I don't get it! How about the prophetess'? They served only you. Why does everyone try to push that on me? the verse is very clear. I don't want to be secondary to men. I don't wan tot wash dishes for the men all my life. Is it pride? Or am I missing something? Did I not read enough? I'm not happy with this verse. I am actually very upset but you are God, creator of life. You know what I need, you know what's best. Oh, please show me something more encouraging. I don't want to be a wag-tail-puppy or a shadow of a man all my life! Sure I dream of falling in love but I thought that two married people were equal. I thought everyone was equal. I don't know how to process this and my mind is turning circles. Please, help me, show me the truth in this situation. I don't want to blend the Bible into my ideas. It is Hold and pure. Straight from the mouth of you. I do still love you with all my heart but I need some answers. No, there are no buts to my love. You gave me every enduring, unconditional love, the least I could do is give you the same. Please, show me your way. Love, always!