I feel so useless right now. What am I suppose to do for a week as everyone goes on with life? I need something to occupie my mind, Lord. Boxes, I'll clear our my room. Move my fish. It still feels as though I am useless. Oh, God show me what I can do for this week. It seems so long. I feel so lazy for quitting so soon. Help me Lord. Bless Teresa with her new found grace. It is wonderful that you touched her so deeply. I need to prepare my heart this week, get our of this numb state. Please God, I need help. Please awaken my soal. I need to be alert once we're gone. I love you still and am begging that you awaken my soal so I can drink your word! Amen Oh God, please make my friend part of our family.