I don't want a shy, quiet man, Lord! It wouldn't suit me. Even Bren is too melow for me. Why would I want a shy guy? Oh, Lord, I want someone alive in you. Someone who can strengthen me, a leader,... well, it is a dream but the final decision is yours. You know me better than I know myself. Help me 'Shine the Light'. Thank you for my mom's support and God help my dad see. I really want to please him but I have to serve you first. I want to go through the lands, spreading the gospel. I would like a man at my side but thy will be done. My light seems dim, Lord. At times I seem to hinder the light more than help. Live through me. I give these hands, this head, these feet and this mouth to your work. Life holds many uncertainties but it is more exciting this way. Help me Lord to live day by day. You are a wonderful, gracious Abba, Father. I love you. Do your will through me. Amen