I can only be a sheep, Lord. I want to do so much but I am only a sheep. I love sheep but to compare myself to one? There is so much I want to know. Thank you for this summer. It will never be just like last summer or the summer before because I am not the same. I go to Watress tomorrow, no the next day. All I remember is the bed 'n breakfast, wonderful establishment and the yucky water. I'd really rather go see Darren... still haven't seen his apartment. Maybe next week. Our schedule's don't mesh so nicely. Please, Lord, I want to see him. My mind is so full; please Lord take these burdens from me. Right now, I would love to be cast on an island like the Swiss Family Robinson. Life would be simple. I miss simpleness of a child's life. I am no longer a child, Lord, teach me how to grow up straight. I need your help. I need you so much. Thank you for being with me and Lord please show my friend the light. Amen.