journal 1w

Two weeks alone are over. Mom and dad are bck from Mexico. They brought back God's joy, wisdom and understanding. I have their support for next year. That is all I wanted from them. I can barely wait until next year. It shall be awsome. You are so great God. You are showing me so much I can barely stand it. With each thing I learn about you I get a stronger hunger for more. Thanks for watching over me while my parents were away. I survived it on my own. I have more freedom with them back. Tomorrow I go grad dress shopping. Grad pictures are taken. Life is so exciting. Oh God give me the courage to ask to be baptised. I need to be paptised soon! These flowers are from grad pictures. They are babies breath.
Was he here, in Morden? Oh, God. Why the silly mind tricks? I saw his face. I saw him. I do not understandany of this. Please, give me peace about it and allow me to depend solely on you. It is just admaration and infactuation! but I saw him in Morden. IT was the same face as on the strecher down the hill at lake Louis. I had the same feeling and sence as I did then. It was like I knew him. Who is he? Why is he so powerful? How does he shine so? Oh, God. I love you God. I do not understand my heart but I trust you. I love you. Show me your way. And God, please show my friend your light. I am willing now. He needs you so.
Amen